Fraud

feeling like a big ol fraud these days. i'm the new Employee Health and Wellness Nurse at our hospital. i'm at my heaviest weight. i eat crap all the time. i'm the most depressed person i know. i'm lazy. i really don't 'care'. i'm supposed to start teaching an 8 week stress reduction class. i don't do ANY of the things suggested in the cirriculum. now that's just crazy talk.