this morning has the vibe of being a disastrous day for me, mentally. sad part is, i'm the only one awake, so it is just my 'tapes' playing in my head that are creating this feeling. well, come call them 'tapes', i call it 'experience' and statistics/probability. going to do what i can to stay focused on the positive as well as the things that i can actually control (basically MY ACTIONS are all that i can control), and get through the day. once again, i am back to dreading weekends; now that's just crazy talk.